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~ ceritaku || FRONTAL || a.k.a cablak

sepertinya memiliki beberapa masalah dengan orang orang disekelilingku beberapa hari ini ..*fiuh .. padahal mereka apa yang pernah terjadi sama aku sendiri . ngliat mereka tuh kayak ngaca sama diri sendiri . ngeliat bayangan mereka tuh kaya eh dulu aku kayak gitu juga loh .. tapi hancur karena oknum2 yg tidak bertanggung jawab . seperti apa yg terjadi sekarang . ada something yang salah tapi jadi kebiasaan dan akhirnya dibenarkan . untungnya belum telanjur terlalu masuk dalam lingkaran mereka --'
maap mungkin ni mulut ama tangan susah amat di kasi lampu merah . tapi sejujurnya ga akan seperti itu kalo ngga ada api sebelumnya . yaa sadar diri aja sih . aku juga cuma bisa ngliat dari berbagai sisi lalu menyimpulkan . suda nanya baik2 eh malah tanggapannya ironis , yasudaaa biarkan lah tangan dan mulut ini berkreasi dengan bahasa langit :P yang penting uda ngingetin loh yaaa cuma kalo memang seperti itu adanya anggapan yasuda lah -,-' kan teman hanya bertugas mengingatkan .
ini lah apa adanya aku . mengisyaratkan sesuatu dengan bahasa langit yang dimanipulasi semanis senyum bulan tapi sarat makna . tapi gasuka yah kalo belum tau tu didedikasikan untuk siapa dan mengapa tapi langsung ngomel ga karuan trus pake kata2 ga berpendidikan idih bacot doang meeen cape deeh -,- lu tanya dong tu buat sapa , asal aja ih ... bbrbrb , umur ga nentuin kedewasaan yah , noh antara saya dan anda kalo seperti itu juga terlihat siapa yg pake otak sapa yg pake urat :P #ngahah , nah kan mulai lagi ni tangan susaaaaah amat ngasi lampu merah , fufufufu >,< ampuun dah

~ RESEP KUE CINTA ~

ternyata ada kue cinta juga ya. ada yang mau buat? RESEP KUE CINTA # BAHAN: - 1 pria sehat, - 1 wanita sehat, - 100% Komitmen, - 2 pasang restu orang tua, - 1 botol kasih sayang murni. # BUMBU: - 1 balok besar humor, - 25 gr rekreasi, - 1 bungkus doa, - 2 sendok teh telpon-telponan, (Semuanya diaduk hingga merata dan mengembang) # TIPS: - Pilih pria dan wanita yang benar-benar matang dan seimbang. Jangan yang satu terlalu tua dan yang lainnya terlalu muda karena dapat mempengaruhi kelezatan - Sebaiknya dibeli di toserba bernama TEMPAT IBADAH, walaupun agak jual mahal tapi mutunya terjamin. - Jangan beli di pasar yang bernama DISKOTIK atau PARTY karena walaupun modelnya bagus dan harum baunya tapi kadang menipu konsumen atau kadang menggunakan zat pewarna yang bisa merusak kesehatan. - Gunakan Kasih sayang cap "IMAN, HARAP & KASIH" yang telah memiliki sertifikat ISO dari Departemen Kesehatan dan Kerohanian.



# CARA MEMASAK: - Pria dan Wanita dicuci bersih, buang semua masa lalunya sehingga tersisa niat tulus ikhlas - Siapkan loyang yang telah diolesi dengan komitmen dan restu orang tua secara merata - Masukkan niat yang murni ke dalam loyang dan panggang dengan api cinta merata sekitar 30 menit di depan penghulu atau pendeta - Biarkan di dalam loyang tadi, sirami dengan semua bumbu di atas - Kue siap dinikmati # CATATAN: Kue ini dapat dinikmati oleh pembuatnya seumur hidup dan paling enak dinikmati dalam keadaan kasih yang hangat! Tapi kalau sudah agak dingin, tambahkan lagi humor segar secukupnya, rekreasi sesuai selera, serta beberapa potong doa kemudian dihangatkan lagi di oven bermerek "Tempat Ibadah" diatas api cinta. Setelah mulai hangat, jangan lupa telepon-teleponan bila berjauhan. Selamat mencoba, dijamin halal… ! Selamat menikmati… saya dapat dari internet tapi lupa linknya apa

bersandar pada bayang bayang

semua benda ini masih tertata rapi dalam nyata
beberapa masa lalu aku menginjakkan kaki disini bersamamu
bersama tawa .. bersama berpegangan tangan
bersama saling merangkul .. dalam bahagia

semua benda ini masih tertata rapi dalam nyata
ketika aku melangkahkan diri dengan sisa sisa kekuatan
menyadari bahwa tak ada lagi tangan bisa ku genggam
mengetahui bahwa ternyata aku hanya merangkul dan bersandar pada bayangan

semu .. maya .. tak bisa tersentuh lagi
walau ku tau kau tetap ada disini
namun harapan yg tak sesuai kenyataan semakin menampar hati
saat melihatmu menjauh dan tak bisa menggapaimu lagi
saat ada dinding pembatas yang tak terlihat

quote part 3

God gave us two ears to hear, two eyes to see and two hands to hold. But why did God give us only one heart? Because he wants us to find the other one.



Is the word "love" important?
I don't know but for me, you are more important.
Do you know why?
Because how can I say "I love you" if you're not here.



One time I asked you, "why do you love him so much?" you told me, "because we've been together for so long", I got annoyed because you're numb, you didn't even think that the time you were together, it took me longer to have waited for you.



No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.



An angel asked me "why are you sad?", thinking of you I answered "because I miss her", then I heard the angel giggle...I looked up and began to smile and said "oh, it's you!"



They said that if you are unable to sleep, it's because there's someone thinking about you...surely that person misses you. That's why if you can't sleep, sorry, I can't help it.



St. Peter scold me saying "son, where have you been?" And he saw me with you and asked "why are you with that person?" and I said to him "sorry St. Peter, I though it was heaven."



Back then I thought I was the unluckiest person in the world, then I looked at you and smiled. Why? Because no matter how unlucky I was, it was worth it because of you.



They said love is like a toy. When it's new, it's so loved and don't want to lend it to others, doesn't want anybody touching it and don't want to let go of it. Yes, it's being taken care of, but the down side is, it's being played so many times.



When the time comes for you to leave me, just say so! I can let you go. But let me embrace you while saying, " You'll go back to me, okay! When he leaves you."



In love, the past is not important, but the present. Experience is more relevant than the pain you went through. The only thing that will make it stronger is forgiveness and not the retorting of sin.



God is so good. He knows where a person will be happy, where they can love and be loved, where heaven on earth is. Now I know why he put me near you.



Any guy can love a thousand girls...but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand ways.



In every girls life there will always be those three guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they're all the same guy.



Find that guy that will pick up every piece of your shattered heart & put it back together; Replacing it with a piece of his.



I love you not because I need you, I need you because I love you.



If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left…



They say love hides in every corner, then I must be walking in circles.



Others will say, loving someone is tiring: sometimes happy, sometimes you'll cry!
They said I'd have enough someday.
I said to them, that is not true, you know why? "when does ever a person had enough if his love is true.."



I wish I had never known you. I was happy before even when you were not there yet. Unlike now, you make me suffer, I know that you didn't mean to have known me. Me too, I wasn't planning on loving you.



No matter what words were used or what meaning about love was delivered, love quotes were said and written out of inspiration and to emphasize each person’s purpose for living…and that is to give love.

buat si berondong

aku disini menunggu
bukan tanpa alasan yang tak ku tau
aku disini menunggu
sampai kapan berkhirnya pun aku tak tau

kalau kamu sebenarnya menungguku
kenapa tak bilang dari dulu
kalau kamu sebenarnya menungguku
kenapa kamu hanya diam membisu

aku hanya seorang wanita lugu
yang hanya bisa menunggu
kalau kamu pria lugu
kenapa kita saling menunggu?

quote part 2

"There's nothing worse than meaning nothing to the person who means everything to you."

"again and again I'm dreaming about you
again and again I can't erase all about you
again and again until I'm tired and I don't know when."

how can you miss something you never really had?"

" Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you."

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.

"I spent so many nights thinking about you,my heart spent to many hours missing you, I wasted my time being with you, and now it's time to move on."

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you. yam!"

“You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”

"You either let go for two reasons.... you've learned enough to want to, or you've been hurt enough you have to."

"I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past."

"just because one simple sentence.. u have already killed all d reason for me to care .. but I'm still standing here .. for one stupid reason that I still don't understand why, u can call it love.. But of course, something has changed!!"

"It's funny how the first time we were at this place, something between us was beginning.....but it breaks my heart to know that we are at this same place and that something between us is now ending."

"Never give up hopes. Just believe in your dreams.
But, what do I hope for if I don’t even know what my dream is?"

"You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been... and wonder who you really are. "

-"You taught me how to love, but not how to stop."

-"in every girls life there is a guy she will never forget, and the summer when it all began."

-"I hope that in the end, we can all laugh and say it was worth it."

-"Still I won't say goodbye, won't ever say goodbye. And know that I'll always be yours."

-"I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone."

-"I reached for sleep and drew it round me like a blanket muffling pain and thought together in the merciful dark"

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top."

I can spend minutes, hours, days, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces back together, justifying what could've, would've happened or I can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the FU*K on!

They say follow your heart.
But when your heart is in so many pieces.
Which way are you to follow?

"I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier
to fix than broken hearts."

"you can say that you always wish me to be happy, but don't you know it can't be realize, coz to be happy means you lovin' me and always be with me but you can't let yourself do it for me"

"Have you ever wondered which hurts more:
saying something and wishing you hadn't
or saying nothing and wishing you had?"

"it's time to move the f*ck on!
you make me tired of waiting for so long. maybe you're just too weird to be true!"

"It's hard to trust and it's hard to cry. It's hard to love and later say goodbye. But it's much harder to let go when you really want to say no. But this is life of making hearts grow"

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
UPDATE

"Sometimes we have just to let go of someone who matters to us not because we want to but because we have to, and its the right things to do... let us remember that we cant force anyone to love us...we cant beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else...this is what live is all about... however the end f love is not the end of life.. it should be the beginning of understanding that love lives for a reason and leaves with a lesson"

"Everyone can make you happy in your life. Some do it by walking into your life. Some do it by walking out."

"If he was stupid enough to walk away
be smart enough to let him go."

"Sometimes I wish I had never met you
because then I could go to sleep at
night not knowing there was someone
like you out there."

"Everything you've done will become someone else memory. The person might forget the exact words you said but no way to make them forget the way you made them feel."

"Sometimes we think we need answer's but most of the time it´s just better to walk away,and try to get on with your life."

"Love cannot be forgotten, it can only be ignored long enough until ignoring it becomes routine."

"why am I such a fool fallin' in love with that foolest person!"

"loving is not owning, we can let it go!"

"Rules of a relationship, Rule 1 : The girlfriend is always right; Rule 2: When the girlfriend is wrong see rule 1."

"jika memang dia,
dari awal mula dan selamanya akan tetap selalu dia,
tapi jika bukan,
dari awal mula dan selamanya tidak akan pernah dia,
dan pasti ada "dia" yang lain
yang jauh lebih baik dari dia yang bukan."

Don't you know that I still wait someone who don't realize that I wait him for so long.
Don't you know that I can't forget someone I really love and I don't know why.
Don't you know that I hurt really so bad because of being tired of waiting.
Don't you know...
Don't you know...
Don't you know... that someone is you?

"Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine."

"It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares."

"If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind I would say once because you never really left."

"You will always be the answer, when somebody asks me what I'm thinking about."

"As in the eye of Nature he has lived, So in the eye of Nature let him die!"

"And I will face the world around me knowing that I'm strong enough to let you go. And I will fall in love again because I can."

"Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had."

corat coret

aku tertawa setelah malam berhasil ku dekap
merantai cahaya bulan dalam titik hitam yang ku tajak dalam
siapa yang mau tau ? tak ada ..
malam ini milikku .. bukan milikmu ...

biarkan aku memenjara luka
kan ku benamkan tiap manuskrip cinta untuk melepasmu
malam kan menemaniku
hingga ujung zaman
menemaniku dalam kegelapan yang tak berujung

disini cerita ku dan kamu dimulai

mulai kamu cium kening ku waktu itu
dirumah sakit ...
aku mulai merasa betapa berharganya aku buat kamu
aku merasa betapa aku mempunyai arti di hidup seseorang

ngga tau knapa rasanya rangkaian kata uda ga bisa lagi aku ciptain
emang bener ternyata
"lebih mudah melihat daripada merasakan"

aku trauma sayang
bulan april ini suram dalam 2 tahun berturut turut
apa aku harus memiliki mu di bulan ini ?
apa aku juga harus kehilangan kamu diakhir tahun nanti ?
aku ngga mau ...